Soul Behind the Face

Would you? I am a Body wrapped in a soul
Can not go anywhere without,
It is a gap, it is a huge black hole,
I scream it and I shout...

Would you still love me knowing all?
Would you be there as well for me?
I like the game but not before,
To let you hear, to let you see...

That after all behind the mask,
I have a soul, and I do feel,
I want responses when I ask,
No more illusions,make it real!

Behind each door it's something,
Could be a whole or simply nothing,
Just shut the door, I'm Yan and Ying
Assume it all or leave the ring...

 

 

rainbow and other candies....

what now,my love...

I fucked up my life so many times that one more won't make a difference... I feel it. A big fat elephant crushing my spine and a loud open laugh: what did you thought, girl, that life will give you roses out of the sudden instead of the lemons it treated you by now?!ha ha wake up. I'm a big big girl in a small small world. Was not quite like that the song, but improvising should be one of my skills or should have been. So. I am tired. Insomnia and a bitter taste of being defeated by just me, myself and I . So, I don't give a damn, I am just tired and have a kind of nausea all the time. I might get allergic to people soon, beginning with myself! So what, I am a rockstar =)) I didn't mentioned that I never thought this will happen 'cause I am hopelessly a dreamer living in my inner fucking world and you was the first cut is the deepest and the last one is worse!!! I know has no meaning, it does for me. As far as I can still see I am the only one that gives a damn about... Even if I don't...seem so. It is so odd to see me here, on a point where all the roads are leading to hell. I shouldn't be scared, I was there before too many times, was my favourite Holliday resort. You know what? I won't care. I will take all as it came and good night America wherever you are. I willingly go to hell and don't care . Don't you dare to say you do. My ears are hurting,too many lies, I'm tired to believe...damn you. Because I did.

kiss me...

...

I ask for more, I ask for less,
I want it all, I want and...yes,
I am the one who's mad and sure
I'll always be for you, and I endure
as in my heart I know and I do feel,
let's make it happen now and all for real!

Happy Christmas!!

Take this rain

Take this rain, I gave it all to you,
will wash away the pain, it's true,
just tear drops, nothing scary,
the death hopes, temporally...

I give you all my rain, my dear,
it heals and drain, no fear,
salted water falling, crazy,
the time is rolling, hazy

A final gift, I made to you.
take the drift, and go to
a brighter, near future where
the writer is no there...

I have no words, no dreams to share,
just shinny swords and be aware,
the blue ink sharpened in my pen
failed being pink, and died again...

who stops the rain?!